Wednesday, June 28, 2006
I saw a red moon the other day. It was beautiful.. it brought back soo many memories... like the first time i ever gathered the courage to make a friend. It made me remember of Steve and the Children of the Red Moon alot. Hehe... memories. Although.. red moons always spell problems for us, it's "children".

Unlucky enough.. I do have some major problems. I've continuously failed myself causing me to fail everyone else. It sucks.. but I'm not really someone who's "in-tuned" with my emotional side so it causes more problems. Sometimes I just want to destroy all the lights in my house and sit in the dark and stare at the only light source i've ever known in the current stature. The light from my cellphone has always shone bright enough for me to see. But these days it seems different... I need to make up for everything.. problem is.. i don't know how.

Oh note.. Reverse psychology doesn't seem to work.. x_x

Bah whatever.. no use crying over spilled milk. why? because I can always clean it up. I just need to think awhile but fast. Something i've never been good at... But what the hell... no chance in hell i'm giving up... Never back down.. C.R.M's moral code number 4.. what you start.. you better finish! Thats what I intend to do..

Emo? Maybe.. Emocore? Quite Possibly... Do I mean it? Definitely...

Ja matta~

OT: This is a nice song. If you enjoy emo music.. you better look for this :3

"New American Classic" by Taking Back Sunday

We've got to get better, i said, its all in your head
we could live through these letters or forget it all together
see the months they dont matter its the days i cant take
when the hours move to minutes and i'm seconds away

Just ask the question, come untie the knot
say you wont care .. say you wont care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
say you wont care .. say you wont care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
and there's one thing i can do nothing about

When all that we need is just a reaction
when its too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
i want to remember but i know that i cant go back

Just ask the question, come untie the knot
say you wont care .. say you wont care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
say you wont care .. say you wont care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
and there's one thing i can do nothing
theres one thing i can do nothing
theres one thing.. i can do nothing about

-Rsier spoke with death at 6:20 AM

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Monday, June 19, 2006
So yeah.. been gone a LOOOONG time.. PC got busted and when we got it fixed my internet got busted (lol). So yeah, been making myself busy with Erratum Angelis and playing k3ro.. I need to visit Sannin sometime too.

Well.. school's started. I'm studying at CEU makati. For those who don't know the place... thats where Bam(PBB: Teen edition) studies... so did Jay Taruk (lol). Its kinda nice but its just one big building so the place gets boring FAST. I made some new friends.. as well as met some old ones. I'm a bit tired today lol. gah.. assignments x_x

Nothing else really going on lol. We're all getting ready for BS's Rexurrection, supposedly to be held on my birthday (which was 06/06/06) but as i said, pc died.

Oh well.. I like my schedule for school.. i'm always half day only. Mass Com works :D

Well thats all~ gotta do stuff.. I'll upload some fun pics me, eri, anda and jade had on 06/01/06

Ja~
-Rsier spoke with death at 4:14 AM

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