Saturday, July 22, 2006
Yeah.. like the title.. meh head hurts >.<

Artemisinius (i soooo enjoy saying that name.. but I hate writing or typing it) is making me write all the 7 story arcs for our RP. That is soooo long. Not to mention..Prelims next week.. I hope I do okai.. D:

I'm still trying to upload the podcast we made somehow.. but it takes me 5 hours to do so. I have to upload it somewhere else lol. Maybe in a com shop, dial-up can't seem to hold up a pace.

Alot of stuff's been bugging me lately. It's causing alot of problems. I hope it doesn't get really out of hand.

oh well... just a small update lol :D

http://www.oxyshare.com/get/128960174644bc71efa4715/Rainydays May.mp3.html - oh yeah..Plug for my friends in JerkPrey~! :D DL it.. it may not be emo.. but it's a nice listen.

~ Ja

Through turbulent times
or empty measures
I'm always here waiting
wanting to hold you again
So don't be scared and don't be blue
I'm always always here for you.
-Rsier spoke with death at 1:53 AM

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Friday, July 14, 2006
LOL nice day the other day~ As of now.. I've been to Festi two times in a row.. last wednesday and yesterday XD I'm happy though.. I got to be with Eri <3 (i owe her a happy meal D:) and yesterday.. I got to see Ed get his tongue a bit burned lol! XD I shall burn large amounts of k3ro CDs lol.

Me and Ed also talked about what the netopia people would do to us if we tried to burn a copy cd of k3 there... lol

AAAAAAAAAAAnywayz... I need to finalize alot of stuff for alot of things... I hadn't realized all my projects were already piled up... But whatever I'm still happeh XD

Also.. I just realized I haven't been writing and drawing too much lately o.o All I write now is PALS... and I don't draw! D: OMG I NEED TO GET MY ARSE MOVING!

But other than that... I'm happy.. all in all.. XD

Also.. Me and my classmates recorded another Prodcast 666 podcast.. lol.. it was obscene D: I'll try to upload it if you guys really wanna listen to it.. LOL tag meh~!

Challenges ahead.. Hope I pass~! JA MATTA~

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God... I need to upload pics sometime.. lol
-Rsier spoke with death at 6:08 AM

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Monday, July 10, 2006
LOL.. Holland Tulips are wierd.. they're all wierd... I think they all know me nao.. Anyway.. I ordered some blue roses.. but they said they were out of stock.. but when i went back earlier.. they had one.. o.o for 120 pesos... LOL

But anyway.. yeah.. a spring in my step and a gleeful happy jiggly warm fuzzy huggy and all that sweet stuff feeling.. I'm happeh :'D

Dragon pendant from wab :D Will keep it safe nao..maximum security.. dragon pendant MINE! (lol...but..seriously.. )

I've also finally figured hao to make a simpler version of the origami Kawasaki Rose (a bit) Its nice.. i actually made some for Eri... but our nanny threw it away D:.. I made one white one instead..while we ate XD

Anyway... in other news.. been having fun making our(me and my classmates) own podcast.. of course I'm the host HAHA! Its called "Prodcast 666".. I still need to have Franz burn me a CD of it so you guys can listen in lol..

*low voice* ddddAAAAAARRRRRRNNNNAAAAAA lol

You'll find out soon.

Well.. I'm off to spring my steps and to holland tulips~! JA!

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Dearest love of ever fair
I love you so much nothing can compare
I just wish I had alot more flair
So i could sacrifice it all just to be with you~ <3

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-Rsier spoke with death at 3:05 AM

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Saturday, July 01, 2006
I saw another red moon recently. Yeah it supposedly to spell trouble but...it didn't look like it. I pondered while staring at it.. it didn't really glow ominously like it supposed to.. it was.. different.

I contacted the others to find out what was really up. Being exposed to random superstitions and occultisms can really make one...paranoid. Anyway.. turns out that red moon wasn't for any of us current "children"... it was a for a new born "child of the red moon". Of course i was glad.. But finding out who it was made me a bit uncomfortable by giving me mixed feelings.. sure i was glad about the new member...I was fond of that certain person... very fond... and with that said.. us "children" rarely have "peaceful days" and all i wanted for that person was peace (well.. not really peace and quiet.. just.. something pleasant to live by). Well anyway.. these are just occultism ramblings of the like. We can't really prove luck of all sorts anyway.. but its a nice past time

(and post note.. they always seem to hit the right spot...)

Sigh...I'm an unlucky star of sort for real... I'm just glad i don't something related to "4" around me lol. I must be a walking karma box that doesn't only just affect me but also affects others... God.. i am sooo screwed... .__.

Well..yeah.. you guessed it.. feeling kinda crappy... feeling.. really crappy... partially tired.. mostly crappy.. Sigh.. just wishing I could do something.. or could've done something..

With that said.. i'm feeling a bit better... piff.. must go do assignments

Ja..

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A heed voice calls for beckon call
Setting free a bashed shattered tone
No more friends, no more hobbies, no more all
Just a once plump red heart turning to stone

I never thought I'd see the day
I'd meet someone with the said dismay
Something so crude and old fashioned done unto
That it contradicts whats supposedly right and true

And now I sit here thinking
What if i was in those shoes?
What would I do? Could I sing?
Could i smile and try to choose?

But then again, problem is I'm not
I can comprehend and relate but I can't really feel
I've never known what it feels like to rot
I can hear but can't see what it is to be sealed

All I can do right now is sit by and smile
Hoping that you can stay awhile
Here with your friends and me
Praying that you can be set free.
-Rsier spoke with death at 3:49 AM

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