Saturday, July 01, 2006
I saw another red moon recently. Yeah it supposedly to spell trouble but...it didn't look like it. I pondered while staring at it.. it didn't really glow ominously like it supposed to.. it was.. different.

I contacted the others to find out what was really up. Being exposed to random superstitions and occultisms can really make one...paranoid. Anyway.. turns out that red moon wasn't for any of us current "children"... it was a for a new born "child of the red moon". Of course i was glad.. But finding out who it was made me a bit uncomfortable by giving me mixed feelings.. sure i was glad about the new member...I was fond of that certain person... very fond... and with that said.. us "children" rarely have "peaceful days" and all i wanted for that person was peace (well.. not really peace and quiet.. just.. something pleasant to live by). Well anyway.. these are just occultism ramblings of the like. We can't really prove luck of all sorts anyway.. but its a nice past time

(and post note.. they always seem to hit the right spot...)

Sigh...I'm an unlucky star of sort for real... I'm just glad i don't something related to "4" around me lol. I must be a walking karma box that doesn't only just affect me but also affects others... God.. i am sooo screwed... .__.

Well..yeah.. you guessed it.. feeling kinda crappy... feeling.. really crappy... partially tired.. mostly crappy.. Sigh.. just wishing I could do something.. or could've done something..

With that said.. i'm feeling a bit better... piff.. must go do assignments

Ja..

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A heed voice calls for beckon call
Setting free a bashed shattered tone
No more friends, no more hobbies, no more all
Just a once plump red heart turning to stone

I never thought I'd see the day
I'd meet someone with the said dismay
Something so crude and old fashioned done unto
That it contradicts whats supposedly right and true

And now I sit here thinking
What if i was in those shoes?
What would I do? Could I sing?
Could i smile and try to choose?

But then again, problem is I'm not
I can comprehend and relate but I can't really feel
I've never known what it feels like to rot
I can hear but can't see what it is to be sealed

All I can do right now is sit by and smile
Hoping that you can stay awhile
Here with your friends and me
Praying that you can be set free.
-Rsier spoke with death at 3:49 AM

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